Saturday, April 9, 2011

its 3am!!!

3AM? its not suprising, I've stayed up until 4+ watching Secret Garden. The next day woke up with eyes that were literally popping out.
Let's see today, i mean yesterday (8/4/2011-Friday) what did I do?

I woke up as usual with a lazy start. Washed up, went to work. Since I havent been updating my blog, I currently am working at the Melaka Expatriate School (MES) as an assistant teacher. Some days, the children can be really noisy and drive me up the wall especially during Maths. But most of the time, they are so lovable and cute. During the four months, I've come to learn to be more patient, responsible, helpful and respectful to the elders. I've come to know many lovely people (the teachers and students) such as Ms Silva, whose class I'm helping with, Mdm. Kamala, Mrs. Lillian, and Ms. Linda. I've got to know some of them even better : Ms Samuel (the principal who is also my GB captain) and Mrs. Sharmini (my piano teacher). When I go to school in the morning, I'm always plastered with a smile on my face because I really enjoy working there. I'm sad that my job there will end soon but the people and the memories that I've created with them will always be in my heart. At least with a job, I spent my after-SPM time usefully and I got some extra cash! :p
The students (Reception 1 and 2, Year 1)

My class (Reception 1)
1st row : Armin Voegeli, Eva Devgen, Park Ye Do, Jack Chen
2nd row : Serena Choe, Kim Jae Yeon, Carl Jerald Miranda, Me and Miss Silva
These are the people that have been putting a smile on my face everyday for the last four months. THANK YOU! YOU WILL BE ALWAYS IN MY HEART! 

After I got off from work early, I went down town to Grand Continental Hotel with my mum for MAHSA College Roadshow. We reached at 1.30, and found out that they were out for lunch. Waited at the lobby till about 2.20 pm. After that came home, changed and got down to colouring. At night, decided to check my email. Then I remembered that 8 april the results for the shortlisting of the JPA interview will be out. So, I went to check, I was so glad to see that it said TAHNIAH ANDA DIPILIH...... something which I forgot.
So, my interview is next Tuesday at 2.05pm at uTeM. I have to seriously update myself with the latest issues for the interview. I'm nervous but I know that God will be my shepherd and He will guide me during my preparation and during the interview. I'm still not 100% sure of what I want to become, but I know that God will guide me and I do not need to be afraid. I have to just trust in Him, the Almighty God. God will open doors for me.

These few months when everything seemed topsy turvy and not right, I'm glad that He has always been there for me with open arms. I've come to realise that all that I've been going through are actually God's way to bring me closer to him. I admit that these few years I've been distant from Him. So during these times of adversity, I searched and felt for Him, and I'm glad that I've found Him again. Eccl.2:26—- God is the giver of joy.. With him, my heart no longer hurts and all my troubles have just like disappeared. For this, I'm thankful to God for always being there for me no matter what. Whatever plans He has in store for me, I completely trust Him. Things havent been easy for me especially these past few months and I dont know if more troubles will come but what I do know is that He will always be there walking beside me. THANK YOU JESUS FOR YOUR UNENDING LOVE! 

It is already 3.45 am! tomorrow I will be having my driving lesson before I go for my JPJ on monday. I failed twice! at the same spot! naik bukit! Jesus, be with me as I take my test on Monday. Help me not to be nervous and I will be able to pass it. Thank you, Jesus.

and here's a GOOOOOOOOOOOOD NIGHT to everyone! =) sweet dreams

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